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Simply me
 H is my initial. ♥ boyfriend, bestfriends & girlfriends Hazel Tan 
You're all i ever wanted
 L.O.V.E.SI wanna sit my very first flight having you enjoying th scenery with me ; I wanna tour th whole world with you holding onto my hand telling me storys about th places ; I wanna be th reason why you smile everyday and th one and only one in your eyes ; I wanna be th one by your side th moment you open your eyes every single day ; I wanna be th motivation for you to work hard so that we'll have a better life in future ; - You're th one i wanna hold on to, walking down th road together till we grow old. ♥ Flyaways
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Its never ever gonna be th same.
Monday, May 23, 2011
12:22 PM
Many things happened for within a short period of time.It seems to be long but actual fact, its just a short period. I decided to be honest this time round towards relationship. To be honest, i'm surprised that i actually have th courage to come clean and say things out. Like whatthfuck. and yeah, glad that th outcome is totally opposite of what i thought it would be. I'm not gonna be stray and i swear i'm just gonna focused and not lose everything that i've build up. If it were to be broke down, i swear i'm not gonna let th one who break it off. But actually it depends too. I'm not a good girlf neither am i a good daughter. I've never do th things that i'm supposed to do for th past 19 years in my life. But this time round, i wanna change, i wanna growup, i wanna behave like a grownup instead of being th immature kiddo you used to see. I'll try my very best. i wanna stop hurting innocent parties. I want my mum to be proud of me, i want her to stop worrying for me. I want to be a useful girl, i don't wanna be idl-ing like how i used to be. I wanna be a good girlf, i don't wanna be hurting my boyf over and over again. I'm learning how to totally let go of someone, a guy that used to be my everything. So far so good, i guess i'm near there. Part of th reason is, i have someone who truly loves me being by my side now. I'm sorry but i think i made th correct choice and i'm glad that i've choose this path. I thought i'm gonna lose everything that i build up 4 days back when i decided to be honest and come clean to D regarding what i've done behind his back. I'm glad that he forgave me and things between us didn't change at all. I'm still like how some girls are envious of. I'm still living like at his house like how i used to be. He still treats me like how he treats me as always. NOTHING changed at all and i'm totally shocked. As always, i tend to looked back most of th time and tend to she bu de alot of things but seriously, i came to realised that there's no point doing so. Like there's no point in dragging something that you know there won't be any outcome or there won't be any changes. Sweet talks are lies, talk is cheap. I'm not gonna say anything to protect/defend myself anymore. I feel guilty for hurting someone who treats me so freaking nice and more then happy to be forgiven. I'm gonna do whatever i can to make you feel secured. I'll cherish my one and only last chance. 22nd's ♥ Labels: 546 |
