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Simply me
 H is my initial. ♥ boyfriend, bestfriends & girlfriends Hazel Tan 
You're all i ever wanted
 L.O.V.E.SI wanna sit my very first flight having you enjoying th scenery with me ; I wanna tour th whole world with you holding onto my hand telling me storys about th places ; I wanna be th reason why you smile everyday and th one and only one in your eyes ; I wanna be th one by your side th moment you open your eyes every single day ; I wanna be th motivation for you to work hard so that we'll have a better life in future ; - You're th one i wanna hold on to, walking down th road together till we grow old. ♥ Flyaways
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Three times in a day.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
6:51 PM
idk what i want, idk anything.that feeling sucks. its sucks to feel blank and empty. i keep asking myself not to be waterfall but i couldn't control them. to th silly you, so what if you're penniless? you know i didn't bother about it at all. know what? i was hoping that you'll hug me tightly yesterday when i went up. i keep turning back hoping to see you but that didn't happen. i really wanted to stay. i don't why i contradicted myself so much. all thanks to you idiot. i thought i would smile instead but it didn't really happened. i miss you alot, alot, alot. i miss you saying goodnight to me. i miss th hugs and kisses from you. i miss hearing you say that you love me. i miss talking to you. i can't help thinking about you. hey, i'm sorry bout all those fuckup attitudes i give to you. i'm sorry for making a fuss out of nothing all th time. i'm sorry for not being able to be understanding towards your needs. i'm sorry for being a failure and your girlfriend. i thought this is th right decision but i can't help thinking about you. i've finally know how important you're to me. i hate everything thats happening right now. that feeling sucks. i know i want you but i guess i won't ask you back. boy, take good care of yourself alright? again, plan more about your future. you know what i mean. thankyou for tolerating with me for th past 19 months. thankyou for being there not physically but mentally for me. thankyou for cheering me up occasionally whenever i'm down. thankyou for actually being my pillar of strength. thanks alot for being my boyfriend. i don't regret being with you. i hope without me, you can find a better half. be happy alright? smiles. i'll takecare of myself. so do you alright. misses you dearly. last but not least, i love you. takecare, Justin. i didn't know there will be so much heartaches and i can't bear to leave you. i want you but i don't want you to be miserable anymore. i enjoyed talking to you in th afternoon just now though we didn't talked much. there's so much i wanted to say to you but i don't know how too. i want you, yes i want you. JustinYongChanHui. i miss you very much. Chang tong Bu ru Duan tong. i hope you'll be happy. i wanted to ask you to stay but i don't dare. i wanted to ask you to hold me tight but i'm afraid. i'm afraid that things will remains th way it is and nothing will go well in th relationship again. i really miss hugging you. can i hug you one last time? i don't think it'll happen. Labels: i didn't know i'll miss you so much. |
