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 H is my initial. ♥ boyfriend, bestfriends & girlfriends Hazel Tan 
You're all i ever wanted
 L.O.V.E.SI wanna sit my very first flight having you enjoying th scenery with me ; I wanna tour th whole world with you holding onto my hand telling me storys about th places ; I wanna be th reason why you smile everyday and th one and only one in your eyes ; I wanna be th one by your side th moment you open your eyes every single day ; I wanna be th motivation for you to work hard so that we'll have a better life in future ; - You're th one i wanna hold on to, walking down th road together till we grow old. ♥ Flyaways
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Fuckup, Random thoughts.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
3:25 AM
Like what you've said. Though you just wanted a normal conversation regarding that topic but didn't you even consider how i might feel when you ask me that question? That stupid lj daiji happened like 2 months ago and what are you expecting me to feel after what had happened? Guilty? Regret? or am i even to kneel down to apologise and beg for forgiveness?Shouldn't you like be the one who will understand and know me more then anyone else? By not mentioning to you about it doesn't mean i don't feel anything. Such thing had happened and i'm the cause of it, who should i blame other then myself? Can time rewind back to where it was then i can stop myself from saying those things? No, i can't right? Put yourself in my shoes too. Do you even know how i'm feeling? To you, it may seems like i take like nothing had happen but my actual feelings deep down, i doubt you know. By shouting and flaring up at you, yes. It's my fault. I know you are just trying to voice out your opinion but i couldn't help myself getting pissed off or whatever it is. Insecured is what i'm beginning to feel. Like what i've sent you, i really wonder if we do belongs to the same world or together. Maybe my just taking a cab off will always be the best solution? i'm not anticipating for the worst thing that might ever happen to us or our relationship. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Just randomly while thinking of the four words, "would you be there" reminds me of someone. [: Mr ! . He used to be a sorta good friend of mine. In a sense, he do cheer me up when i'm down and entertain me when i'm bored. heh. Those daily smses is very much miss. And even sms in classes. Laughs. There's once, i forgot what had happened. He sent an sms to me. Though it's only four sentence but its already sweet enough to me. haha. A really nice friend. [: Promised that he'll always be there whenever i need him is made but it didn't happen though. Seriously miss those times where we would sms till his bill bomb then he'll either use his mum's phone ocassionally or cut down on smses. But continue those smses after his bill come. hah. But thing begin to change after something happen. Something i shouldn't have told him, something really stupid. Regret not just replying a sorry though it might not really help and really regretted saying all those stupid things that've changed the things. If i'm able to go back to those time, i'll want to. [: Really miss him man. Well, just hope that everything will go well for him and all the best in whatever he may be doing be it now or the future. Those memories will be etched in me. [: ----------------------------------------------------------------- Just sort of have a sudden think back. Doesn't really mean anything though. If J were to see it and think wai then i shall have no comments. ciaos. |
